Reciprocate

Sit back and relax guys,cause you are gonna know how kltc has been getting on in his life these recent years :)

Im glad the hols are here!Finally a halt to my speeding life,a breath to take in the confined box.Finally,an opportunity for me to reflect upon these 1 and the half years since graduating from fairfield.

Life these days hasn't been smooth-sailing.Many wishes are not fulfiled.Many prayers are not granted.Many expectations not met.Many efforts,all futile.Since last year,my jc life has kinda gone really mundane.To make things worse,there's the A levels and the numerous tutorials,dry and boring lectures and long tedious school days.

I did make it to a reputable school,but not to a reputable class.Life is school has been different as compared to Fairfield.Laughters and joy are less prevalent now.Life's been kinda boring.Perceived as a daily chore to go to school because you have to for a brighter future,it's like a silly old donkey reluctantly pulling a sled of hay,as instructed by the farmer.Naturally,optimism starts to fade away after some time.I haven't been doing well for tests too,I have not failed any major exams so far,but my results are those of the "just make it" type.Guess I have to buck up during the hols.Now...on to my class...My class is just,not exactly one for redezvous.It's made up of disparaging cynics.Fortunately for me,I did made a few good buddies there,but pity for some who gets ridiculed at everyday.I pity them.To conclude,my class may be one of the worst,but I do feel proud wearing the magnificient acjc uniform everyday :) No regrets about coming to this school.

So much about school.Let's change topic,shall we?Relationships.My relationship with my family is still going strong.Incessant naggings sometimes irritate me,but I guess that makes her,MUM :)Sibling ties are still good,my brother sacrifices his time to coach me in my work.Grateful for him.

I haven't had any girlfriends since the last one,so that should settle everyone's hearts down!No more D girl :) I guess it isn't that appropriate to get one in this phrase of life.There's the A levels and the army,hence it's hard to be committed to a relationship now.She's my very good buddy now,no hard feelings :) But I do have many eye candies in school.Argh...just eye candies,very sad :) But im glad there are still treats to my eyes in school :)

Friends wise,"You gain some,you lose some."I guess that's true.Ive been kinda distant from my friends,only keeping in touch with some really close ones.Im quite ok with my friends.Everyone's busy,it's typical and normal :) My secondary clique,it's fine I guess.On the surface it's fine,but actually,like what I shared with zl and gene,it has already cracked very badly.Guess it's all good,since I don't see them often,just let the clique be what it is now.Im sure everyone in the clique is fine with it.At least everyone's not awkard.There has been a conflict btwn one of them and me.I sincerely apologise for what Ive said to you in the past and Im sorry for insulting you.Ill not interfere with your life,and Im sure you will be better off being the true u and as what you define as since it's your life,you control it :) Im glad I got this matter off my chest after so many months.

Eventually, what keeps me going is hope.Hope transcend all failures and all downs.Im sure being hopeful as a person will keep me optimistic and hence make me live a more meaningful life.

It's back to reality,mugging for the remaining hols now.Aces,here I come!

Cheers with lots of _________(wadeva beverage you can think of :) sorry zl,for stealing your ending line!)

Song recommendation time!That's song 9 on my list!The song's touching!

Jesus Take The Wheel


She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh


My flu's has gone from bad to worse!Tried alleviating but to no avail!Panadols and syrup!~~~!Futile...

I tried studying,but only a bit went into my head.I think I should stop studying,but then,if I dun,i will have to catch up alot next time!Argh...i duno......

Im quite proud of myself,I studied for 8 hours ytd :) Functions Graphing techniques Inequalities Matrices, I have conquered you guys!

Darn...there's still Progression dy/dx integration complex no. distribution(YUCKS!)

My aim is to finish math this week,I hope I can.

Flu flu go away,come again another day!

calvin

darn!Im down with a flu.Calvin passed all his virus to me!

Met up with Calvin early at jp before goingto school for mac breakfast!I kinda miss big breakfast,but too bad I was too poor for it :( He bought the big breakfast to allure me!

Had a fun time fidgeting with his ipod.The new linkin' park songs are nice!!!Love it alot!

Teacher was like LATE!!!argh...make us hurry for nothing!

Math was soso,at least i managed to solve a qn~!Yipee~!After that went with ian n calvin to holland v for lunch!

Oh...they introduced me that famous holland v famous nasi lemak.Dun lauff...im too noob in such stuffs.Wad's weird is that there are two same nasi lemak stalls down the street of holland v.Weird...

It's damn nice!Made popular by the channel 8 drama series holland v.But it's kinda pricey,thus get ready to sacrifice for good gourmet food :)

Went for gp,and mdm gave me such a great hol surprise!I finally hit the 30 benchmark for my comprehension!My AQ got 6.5 out of 8.Damn happy!

Watched a vid after tt about jap teenage killers.They are scary and freaky!You never want to encounter them on the streets.

Took a free lift from calvin all the way to boon lay :) Tanks,appreciated it.

I started to just let me thoughts wander about,and I guess I could account for why some schools are better than the other.It all boils down the passion.During my first three months in jjc,all my teachers are elites,from hwa chong,national and blah blah.I was kinda shocked that my form teacher just told us to leave jjc and go for a better school if can.Shouldn't he persuade us?!?I guess teachers are really those that determine whether you wanna study hard or not.In acjc however,many of them aren't elites from njc or hc,but they are old boys and girls from acjc.I guess they felt passionate for the school,thus they came back and teach,and spread the love for the school to everyone.Passion for the school and for teaching of the teacher really plays a great part in shaping a student's life.

That's just some random thoughts.Now im off to sleep!

fishing

Just read gaelan's blog about his trip to expo for food fest.He has his food fest wheras I have my fish fest!Fishes that are inedible that is.

It's been long since I went out alone with my dad.The last time was when I was in P school and he has to fetch me since I was young.He's not really someone that likes travelling.A trip on the bus,and he will get knocked out.Just like me,motion sickness,just that his is more serious.Ytd,he read the papers,and asked me to accompany him to this fish exhibition.Yesh,his two passions in life are soccer and fishes,so yeah.

Made our trip to suntec lvl 6.Oh...the canteen is furnished and upgraded until damn nice now.But suntec is kinda sucky now,most of the shops are closed for upgrading.

8 bucks per head sounds reasonable :) Pictures!

Gigantic goldfishes!

This is very interesting!2-headed arowana!!!
Now i know why qian hu is so popular!Rearing fishes at the coffee table,how creative!
Discus
Catfish?!?I duno.some sucker fish



Fighting fish!
Wow...he's warmed up and rdy to fight!
This decor is quite interesting in a fishtank.Reminds me of one of the 10 world's wonders!

Grand champion silver arowana!Nice




Some other random pics.

shibin. says:
why so concerned suddnly?
kltc Mannequins in action says:
im always concerned for u ok!
kltc Mannequins in action says:
just tt sometimes i dun express it out
kltc Mannequins in action says:
hahah
shibin. says:
hahaha
shibin. says:
okay okay
shibin. says:
so sweet

It's been hell long since I caught up with bin,and I did have a sweet conversation after that:)
Glad I did spend quality time with my dad,it's been really long,10 years that is.

"Would you be there to love,to be with me,would you swear that your love is always true?"

This song is awesomelyperfectlysprightlyveryconfirmguaranteedwithachop NICE!What's more it is sang by a local singer!

Anyway,go give it a try.It's Song 8 under my links.

In the recent spate of events,I enjoyed myself throughly :)

My Kbox outing was postponed,thus I just slacked the whole morning,and the whole afternoon.

Cheryl msged me later near dusk,wanting to go out.Of course JP was my recommendation.Fortunately,it came true.

Joy,Cheryl,Zl and Daniel came.Went to my house to play,since I suggested jp.Joy brought such an utterly BORED game(notice the pun!) that it makes no sense?!?Some game called SWAP.It's another blueprint of UNO,just that there are more features added to the shopping cart.

With guests coming,food's gone!Indirect relationship...lolx.Joy ate some japanese cup noodle.The rest had a share of my superdeliciousdelicate ferrero rocher chocolates,made famous by eugenelek :) Cheryl and daniel shared a can of beer.Err...it's not that Im stingy,but for the sake of cheryl not being drunk.(mind u she's underaged!)Joy came to my room to unleash her musical talent on my keyboard.Cheryl and zl looked at my photos and kept laughing at my P school photos.So mean rite!Daniel surprisingly was so sociable that he ended up having a conversation with my dad.lolx...What's more surprising is that they look like they can really talk.Yeah,my dad boasted that he was the big shot in bukit merah last time...

Time for NIGHTWALK!!!WAhahahhaha...wanted to explore a forest initially near my house,but joy was so scared.So five of us were having our night walk and walking around the strange ulu boon lay :) We randomly walked and turned left right and diagonally,hence ending up at some place that Ive never been to,gek poh i think.We followed the bus stop to bring us back home,good strategy huh!Lolx...

After that,we played the stepping on the rock game.Of course i owned that game :) Weak tooties that cannot endure pain sucks in this game!(looks at cheryl :) )Daniel wasn't that bad as a catcher,but he surrender after failing to capture me!I caught all of them in one shot when I was the catcher :) I just sprint my way to catch those poor children,just like the eagle hovering round the poor little chicks,soaring highly into the sky to get a bird's eye view,and later swooping down aggressively to catch them with its sharp claws!Hahahahaha.That marks the end of our outing.

Feel really bad that daniel and Joy couldn't catch the last train.Sorry :(

Going suntec later :) Viewing the exhibited beautiful fishes!

Great company,great times,memorable events :)))

fabulous

This week has been rather busy yet fun!Have been going out like with the same pple non stop.

Firstly was the steamboat outing.

Secondly was the great chit chat session with the two tooties.

Lastly was ytd's movie outing!Had a fun time with the boon lay gang(tt's sounds so not nice...but blame us for staying there :( )That's just a summary.

My kbox outing's postponed due to financial problems.Too many outings this week just to celebrate birthdays,really dun get it.Just have one nxt time!
N talking about birthday,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIGEL,YOU ARE OFFICIALLY EIGHTEEN :)))

and tian,i have updated :)

And oops...forgot to post

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JUNJIE!

hahaha!Guess my birthday wish meant nothing since he alr have a new mp3 and a new hp,which i duno that he has until ytd.oops.

lek

Econs was cancelled :) Today is really the day meant for the chit chat session :)

Quality chit chat session!I love it alot.West mall coffee bean,a place of fond memories :)

Thank you tooties~!I know it's mushy,but yesh eugene lek,since u insist that Im your lover,I hereby proclaimed that I love you too!N zl...it's not a bbr,it's (good buddy relationship)Dun think sick!Thanks for your advices and I love you too!Sounds mushy,but yeah :) U two tooties dun blush ok!Wahahahha!

sing of your love

I had a great time with the usual gang today.Steamboated.Wasn't feeling that well,had high fever.Guessed it subsided later when I was having fun with the pple :)

Recently,Im facing so much uncertainties in life.So so much.Studies,friends,cliques,classmates,schoolmates,asses,backstabbers...I hope I can really counter these problems one by one asap.Will be chitchatting with mr zl n lek tml!I will have a fruitful chat with them.Maybe they will give me some advices.

Mr shibin!!!I nid you,my heart-talker!My problems arent that serious,just guess I need someone to listen to wad I have to say!Ill be waiting for sunday,to meet shibin!

There's kbox outing on Sat!!!Time to DESTRESS by singing!!!Wahaahhahahahaha!

Alright,I will drag myself to school tml!Looking forward to the chat session :)

outting

Today's been a superb day.

Started my day with gyming.Econs was bad,very bad.Im starting to hate this subject,but still it's my fav subject :)

Someone just pissed me off without considering my feelings today.He thinks he's so smart tt Im so stupid enough to have to resort to copy from him.He thinks he's damn big lar.Pls lar...U are really those act big pple,pls spare a thought for others some times too.Don't think this is your territory lar =.=

Enough about these awful events,what keeps me going was my meeting with zl n lek :) Damn long never see them alr.

Initially tot lek didn't want to come,saying tt he's not free n wanna go sleep.But when I called again,he said he's coming n is meeting zl at lakeside.Nothing's new with eugene lek!He's very uncertain!

Outing was supposedly to catch up with both of them.Cheryl joined us later,and she's a damn enthu girl!We confiscated lek's psp!~Cooz our was to catch up with chit chats,and stop all anti social actions!We tried Qing for the donut factory...HOMG...half an hour n my queue didn't move...Surrendered and went to burger king to eat.

Went funan after tt,cheryl bought a game and zl wanted to buy his ipod.Richies!

After tt,out of noewhere,we decided to go Mind's Cafe near plaza sing!Lalalala...I had a hard time navigating,but finally got it.It was damn fun can!And I recommended them the must try pastas and fish n chips!They agreed it was nice.We had a fun time playing board games!There was Saboteur n my fav BANG!OMg....I keep choosing my wrong potential partner and keep killing my vice!Ahhh....so sorry cheryl =/ Zl was great in helping me excel in BANG!!!SHERIFF OWNS!!!OUTLORD SUX =X hahaha...actually the game was quite imba...not enuff pple,only one outlord,so naturally outlord loses out.

Had a fun time catching up later at the mrt.Im glad all of them are doing fine :) Zl's still as crappy as usual,and lek's as GEEK as usual(adapted from zl =X).Cheryl is of coz still the same old her,anyway,i get to see her every week,so no diff.hahahha...Yeah!Glad I caught up with those 2 sneaky kids =X

Happy birthday JOY!Im sorry tt I wished u today =X Gaelan misled me,blame him!

sad

I felt so sad ytd nite n today morning.Looks like a good nite sleep didn't do much remedy to the pain.I hate this feeling.yucks.Very yucky.

I heard that pjc's gonna have their holidays moved up by one week earlier.Darn,I really needed the hols.

Will be meeting zl tml in town.Hopefully,I will have a meaningful and wonderful catchup session with him :) I wanna get the famous delicious dognuts tml frm raffles city!Ahhhh...It's been long since I pamper myself ><

I saw Nigel today at jp after school...lolx!~Keep bumping into him.N i so want tt black adidas jacket!!!!!I sense GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!!!

Ill forget everything,and hope for a new fresh start.

Outing

Today was kinda siansiansian.Very boring and dry lessons,though there were many breaks in btwn and supposedly the slackiest day in the week.

Met up with daniel n junjie later at HV.It seemed like a century since I saw them!!!Main purpose to organising this outing was to really catch up with them,since i kept missing out on their outings due to my busy schedule.Honestly speaking,I really wanted the outing to be a chit-chat one tt lets me understand how each of them are doing,and to see what ive missed out for this few mths.But it ended up as a bridge cum daidee session.Somehow,i tried to reject playing cards,since it's a waste of time to play cards instead of catching up.It's like kinda hard to get together alr,why still waste these precious hours playing cards.I guess it was kinda awkard to start a topic with them,after not seeing each other for months.Somehow lost this connection with the two of them alr.Like,it used to be a breeze to chit chat about everything under the sun,but now,it was really hard for me to open my mouth to start a topic.I could feel this barrier btwn us.That's what u get after not being together constantly I guess,I really duno wad to say and how to say.I duno how much each of them have changed alr.Thus felt this sense of emptiness btwn us.

We did have a fun time playing I guess,enjoyed both their company.One thing im glad for is that both of them still share such a strong bond for each other :) Amazing how they made this effort to constantly keep in touch with each other.It's rare nowadays since many have deceptive friendships that revolves around betrayal.I guess im drifting very far away frm my sec friends alr.What's new,u get some,u lose some.That's part n parcel of life i guess...

adsfdsa

something amazing happen today.I tot of meetin joy in jp on the way to school.And guess wad,it really happened.Talk about probability!Wads the chances of meeting joyP(A),given that I have thought of it beforeP(B).Talk about conditional probability!Required probability = P(A)intersectP(B)/P(B).Ok enough about math,shall shut my gap,in case some do not understand these chim stuffs!

went to study with bin today.It was great.

Finished electromagnetism.A better and clearer understanding about tt chapter.After studying,started slacking.Watched family man on bin's laptop.And ended up playing some damn fun motorcycle game.My physics really sux,cannot balance the motorbike =(((

Went to eat,bin treated me to dory fish for today and he tried out the chicken cutlet.We exchanged food,and looks like my fish is nicer=)ngee ann alumni's food is really worth a try.Moreover,it's affordable!The soda is a must-try!Drooling now?!?HAHaha

After tt,it was back to more motorcycle games.OMG...he kept me so long.keep saying last last last.in the end still cannot pass the stage.drag frm 7.30 to 8 plus!!!Just to watch him playplayplay.I pity his imac.He slammed his enter key so hard everytime when he fails n he has to restart so as to release frustration.

He promised to msg me once he finished passing his stage,but up till now,still no smses...hahaha,LOSER!

He told me he wasn't angry last week.But i got this "bin instinct".5 years friends alr,of coz i can sense tt he's lying.Somehow u get such ability after u know someone long enough.Like u become more sensitive to his feelings and u can tell better how he's feeling inside his heart.Not always accurate,but some cases,very obvious.

My desktop went berserk...All my music,pictures are all gone!Ahhh....all those precious pics!Especially fulerton's secret folder(lolx...only a few pple know about those XXX stuffs =))And the bad thing is I lost all of them.ARgh...Fcuk......

I updated the "me" section of my blog le!

Today was quite a bland day.Study grp can't really be considered as study grp.Me n gaelan only.poor us.

I didn't have to wake up early today!!!YIPESS!!!Cheryl was "not feeling well" and joy had a date with her "AHEMAHEM..."Lolx....So ps us,only left the 2 guys =(((

And yes...I did productive work today with gaelan.Had to leave early to meet daphne later.

And wth...this is damn stupid...miscommunication...I went to yew tee n she went to jec...like wth?!?In the end,she came back to yew tee mac n she studied.I was the teacher of the day and I taught her phys,math n organic chem.Erm...she didn't understand so many things tt it was kinda taxing to teach everything all over again.It was just pure studying and of coz joking around and catching up with each other.I just love her company,becoz she has this ability to brighten up my day.I was kinda tired after 3 hours of lecture.

Daniel Ng called me randomly to ask me to go jp.lolx...something like him ponning some sp camp or wad lar.I couldn't make it and didn't really wanna go coz i was damn tired.But had to return zl the memory card,so in the end,i went to say hi.I couldn 't stay long with them coz i had to meet shibin tml.I dun wanna ps him n piss him off again!So here im at home,preparing myself to go to sleep!What infuriates me is cheryl going for tt outing and not coming for mine!Really doubt her words whether she's sick a not.ZzZz...At least my trip there wasn't wasted,I realised cheryl can be scheming sometimes!Beware.wahahahhaha!jkjk.

Alright,time to sleep,been out frm morning to nite,damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By God's grace,acjc band has gotten a gold with honours!What's more,they are the top band of the year!

I could hear shibin's excitement and pride where he msged me the good news.All his complaints of long tiring hours of practising has really paid off!Congratz once again,i knew u guys can do it!If i did join band,I would have had a chance to be part of the top band family!Dang...lolx.

Ytd was fine.Was gyming during pe.After school went to help howei paint the tiles,to put up onto the school building for a number of years.I swear it isnt fun at all!Everyone was snatching for paints n brushes...Council shld really spend their money more and get more paint brushes and paints!

Oh...n darn...i did so badly for my math test.Wad's more is when i got home,i could do the whole of my vectors qn...Wtf lar...brain wasnt working on the test day i guess

Went to nigel's house.Had fun with tian n darren with a couple of games of daidee.Played till 11 plus pm and i dropped dead on my bed x((

Helped CO today by coming to school early at 6am!Helped to load percussion instruments,and kinda reminds me of my days in band,whereby im always the last one to offer my helping hand.lolx!okok...lolx.SCH is still as new as ever.My school's first,so much pressure was on us.But they put up a splendid performance :)

CO attained the GOLD!!!Yeah...calvin well done!I mish his old self,hope he's out of tt stressful state now and he will be tt gd old bubbly calvin!

After tt,my mind wasn't thinking much.I actually went to say tt employment is affected by the LRAS curve during econs,my teacher had a shock lar.OMg...bad brains.

As usual,I thrashed ian at word search!lalala...

Saw nigel at the train.I think im seriously blind lar.I only noticed him like near boon lay.Lolx...Have been bumping into him these days.I will go his house tml to play!Yeahx!Not exactly play,but to catch up n chill after this stressful week.

Shibin!!!Tml go whack n show wad u are made of!All the best and good luck,though i know the band dun really nid it.Hahahahaha...Hope u guys get gold w honours,the award u have been wanting!:))))

Amazing race finale was very exciting!

I didn't watch it on monday coz couldn't make it.So i asked mr gu to help me record.And he's so nice to help me!Went to his house after school to watch.And throughout the whole show,it was really exciting,adrenalin was rushing through my whole body!Darn...BQ missed a bit,but eric deserves it!Good job!I liked wad dustin n candice said at the last part of the show,whereby they reflected wad they haf learnt frm this race.Wah...amazing race all stars is like the best season ever!Ill want to join AM if i get a chance nxt time!

Congratz AC choir for the gold attained!

Just a list of how my school has done for performing arts:
Indian dance>silver
Dance>Gold with honours
Chinese Drama>Gold with honours
Guitar>Gold with honours
Strings>Gold

I think i didn't leave out any others.Ill be helping CO tml to move their stuffs,thus i will get to skip some lessons! ^^

I hope calvin's not stress over it.He seems to able under alot of pressure,especially after all the performing arts cca are attaining gold and above.JY!

Maths test was bad...very bad.Single digit.

School was alright.These few days were veryvery HOT.Stupid Singapore like so damn hot...I almost fainted while walking to school.

Went for econs quiz!B4 tt,Shawn lee interviewed me.lolx...okok...it's just funny to get interviewed since he's always the popular one being interviewed.Star interviewing sia.Anyway,it was about project work,something to do with econs,so it wasn't tt grand after all.But a simple exchange of questions n answers proved tt he's a real gentleman.Econs quiz was kinda bad.tested H2 stuffs.I tikam lar....

Im happy tt u appreciated my efforts,and I will look forward to seeing u always!

It seems like Shibin's not angry with me.He pointed middle finger at me while walking past my classroom during chem!But the fact tt he greeted me,and didn't ignore me,proves my claim!Thumbs Up!

shibin

Oops...I ps shibin today.Think he's mad at me now =(

Ill set my alarm nxt time every sunday.

Sorry bin =(((

Friend

A fRiEnD

Stars have five ends

Rectangles have four ends

Triangles have three ends

Lines have 2 ends

But our friendship has no ends.

spiderman

Spiderman was quite nice.Just that I felt tt it was kinda draggy.There were many scenes tt were quite boring in the beginning,like sandman's history wasn't imperative in the movie.Finally,the climax was squeezed into the last 30 mins or so.But to make it up,there was great acting and great fighting scenes.Plot of the movie was quite expected,no sense of suspense or surprise.However,overall it was great.My fav quote of the movie appeared at the end.Something like "Everyone has the choice to be the kind of person he wants to be."Quite inspiring!

Ok,i find tt spiderman looks like guang liang towards the end of the movie =X And Harry looks like Julian Hee!