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late

I woke up at on time this morning,but still fell asleep.Must be too tired.In the end,I didn't go to school.It wasn't on purpose,nor delibrate.It's pure tiredness =)

Watched amazing race at 8am.Oswald n Danny is out.Quite expected =X I wish the beauty queens will win!!!Dustin and Kandice,I will be rooting for u gurlxzz~!It's weird,I am so bored tt I watched the 2nd telecast at night.Lolx...But the second telecast didn't show dustin n kandice having conflict,but the first one did.I just hope they will not get affected by it and win that US$1,000,000!

I got my spidey tics at 11am...and it's quite surprising to know tt tickets are selling fast,and I got the last few for tml.Maybe it's lucky tt i didn't go to school today,or not,no more spidey tml.But darn...will be seated at first row.I remember how hard it is,the strain on the necks...Experienced tt once while watching MI3.I might bump into gaelan tml!lolx.

I chanced upon PW in the newspaper today.Yesh...I agree with wad the report said..Pw is really a sucky subject,To hell with it.

Plans for tml?Labour day hol!Yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!IMMed with family in the morning,den my long awaited spidey movie at nite.Perfect.

studystudy!

I shall elaborate about ytd since my last post was quite brief.

Woke up close to dawn,donkey 6 am!Went for math extra lesson,P n C seriously can go to hell.I hate this topic.After tt went for the 2 econs case study timed paper.It was so stressful to sit in the LT and spend 2.5 hours doing a stressful exam paper!I couldn't really think,think it's like shit lar.

Went to study with cheryl later.Did P n C tutorial...omg...i catch no balls lar...stupid topic.Moments later,gaelan came and joy!I finally found a male permanent study partner!Someone to go home with every sat!I really cmi in physics alr...I just cannot get the concept.Fcuk.

Cheryl had to leave for her night safari outing =X I was a temporary econs tutor to joy n gaelan!Hahaha....I found out tt their econs notes is really a far cry frm mine.My econs dpt is really gd!JJ econs notes are really quite confusing and they dun teach many things(according to gaelan n joy,when they heard me talking all those econs terms,it's like their first time listening to them.)So i taught them many many concepts,and they were taking down notes =) lolx...I can consider being an econs teacher nxt time!But too bad mine is H1...Should have taken H2 and dropped phy to H1.Bloody physics.

Joy treated me =) Just becoz she felt so inspired to study for econs after listening to wad i taught them!I think econs' really interesting.If u get it,it's fun!So now I am their permanent econs tutor!lolx...

That's for yesterday.

I was so fcuking tired today tt I was sleeping so soundly until my hp vibrated.MR SHIBIN woke me up at 10AM!!!Wanted to sleep till 1pm plus!ARGH...my beauty sleep!Quite surprised tt it was him,since he's famous for waking up as late as 3pm.Hahaha...jkjk.But tt call was really uncalled for!

Had to reluctantly drag myself out of tt comfy bed and go wash up.This morning was so rush tt i didn't have time for my breakfast!Went for haircut,pass the PnC notes to calvin at jp,den rush off to meet shibin.

Mr loy,feel honoured tt I actually get off my bed and skip my beauty sleep to meet u!It's been some time since I saw him,he's definitely getting more radiant becoz of something.And knn tt rich guy got his apple imac.Damn stylo n is all white lar.I love the lustrous and piano finish,damn nice.Watched southpark,hahah...damn hilarious,we lauff until like shit.Fun time.

I felt so sua gu!I didn't know tt famous blockbuster of the year called 300 until bin told me.Argh...Im a deprived kid,can't blame me!Almost 5 mths alr...still no movies!Looks like im in the same state as gaelan!(www.ultimaflux.blogspot.com)But im glad tt Im watching spiderman this tuesday.My first movie ever this year!Timing also around gaelan's,also at jp.Maybe will bump into him in tt dark cinema!Haha!

Justin Timberlake's "sexy back" is addictive!
Alrite,I wanna watch america's top model alr.Im glad tues a labour day!I nid a breather.

Coincidentally viewing my own friendster,I saw this pic.I <3 this shot alot,and the blue lightning effect just enhances the glamour of the dinner.I really miss every one of u in this pic who forked out 60 bucks for the dinner,meet up sometime ya!

Many events happened the past few days,both happy and unhappy ones in school.

Studied with miss joy,cheryl and gaelan.Nice company <3

Alright,I dun know what to say anymore.Time to end this post and get on to doing my econs.Ciaos.

PS >.<, Very sorry daniel for always rejecting your outings.Apologies!

sick

Woke up at 6am today...@#$@#@#$...but for the sake of vectors,had to drag my body off the bed.The moment I woke up,I discovered tt my throat felt uncomfortable and dry.Ugh...Sick alr!It's no wonder,to wake up so early everyday and sleep at such a late time.Im like a zombie.........zzz

Despite being sick,I wanna go for the vectors extra make up.I dun wanna be left behind!It was very fruitful.My math teacher digress abit though.For the first 30min or so,he talked about how the a lvl ranking score is compiled,how acjc stands against rjc,how we shld perform in order to get tt value added award for the school.Talked about l1r5s.like 10 pts and below expected to get A for math,coz counterparts frm other schools will be getting tt,majority of them.So mine was to aim just for a B!Yeah...lesser pressure =)

2 hours and he covered so much stuffs tt I can barely cram them into my brain.HOD jiu shi HOD.But it was fruitful.He made vectors ez and understandable,not like those useless lectures...

Went to eat with ian,glenn n candy later at sports complex.Had a fun time chatting =)))

Went to study mugging with miss oo at 11am.I spent like the entire 4 hours trying to understand my 50 page electromagnetism notes.Hell lot to study for..And there's still induction(tt stupid ac n dc generator!) and alternating current.To think I wanted to finish all of them today!

Joy joined us later.As usual,she's late.And she was quite confused with tt sin n cos for tt electroomagnet induction part.I also cannot get it,so just ask her memorise.Bused to jp after tt.

Ate at bentobox...OMFG...never eat the stupid fish n chips.SUX LIKE FUCK!!!One look and I know tt stupid fish is so overcooked and so hard!Fried so long...yucks...And it's really damn awful................EAting it just makes me want to puke.EWWWWWWWWW!So remember not to eat tt.My throat was made worst by tt stupid fish n chips.Cheryl oo was very kind.She told me tt junjie ate tt and said it sux after my food came =.=! How helpful and encouraging.My throat's damn dry n dusty now.I hate tt feeling.

I realised tt I studied for 8 hours today =) Not bad not bad!

Sry mr shibin!How sway to kana fever jsut b4 the day weare supposed to meet.Nxt week perhaps? =)

Okie,tml gonna's be my rest period.Finally,a day to breathe the fresh air!

Friday

Fun day today!

PE was badminton.O my gosh,i feel so noob playing it.Tried smashing for so many times,but still cannot master.At least I can serve properly and learn the tapping technique =) Badminton's fun!

Mdm blew her top during econs.It was very scary...

Mister went thru vectors and showed us how to calculate the perpendicular dist of a line and a pt.At least i know tt unit vector is useful now,ahhh...not like how useless it is in sec 4.He also said tt the most useful and most useless formula provided for vector in mf15 is the ratio theorm,which can be derived by simple vector analysis.

GP was a writing period.We were supposed to write a short paragraph about the word "control".You can make it a general one,a story one or anything tt's related to it.Very interesting.

Break time!And calvin,janice ian glenn and i played pictionary on the whiteboard of an empty classroom.IT was damn fun...glenn was damn idiot....ask me draw scandalous and orientation.So hard.And calvin really cmi...lemonade so ez also cannot draw!The lemon looked like a bomb.lolx.Glenn taught us a new game adapted frm "heart att".Similar playing style,just tt it's classfied into first class pig second class pig etc.Quite lame and stupid!

Went gym after school.Omg...first time I really go there and train.I tried so many equippments.All damn advanced one.The cycling machine had this computer race opponent game.It's like daytona in arcade.I had to race against the opponent in the screen and try to beat him!Ran treadmill for 1.2km.Legs turned jelly.It was amazing to know tt there is a machine for shooters to train their wrist while using the rifle and gun.It was damn hard lar...tot shooting was damn ez...Didn't know nid to undergo such tough training until ian told me!

Camwhoring in the gym!Ok...this is damn hilarious.Gym is such a weird place to take photos at.Equippments as our background...creative eh...lolx.We put the camera hp on the seat of one of the machines,and self time it,and ian quickly ran coz there's only 10 secs to get prepared!HAhaha....camwhoring in the gym,new idea...ahhhh i like!Lucky there weren't alot of pple at tt point of time.


Was deciding on where to eat after tt.Janice n calvin have to go for tuition at 5.30 at clementi.So we were deciding btwn places near there,and finally decided on jec.

Ian introduced me a new econs term at the mrt!Cross subsidy.It's something like how when u use a coupon to get a kfc meal at a discounted price,consumers who didn't use the coupon to purchase the meal are actually paying for the subsidies of consumers who uses coupons!

Foodcourt and me ian n calvin dapaoed food frm kfc.Ian tried the new kfc foldover thingy,while me n calvin got student meal.We were complaining how small our plastic bags were and how big ian's were.How dare kfc discriminate consumers!Darnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

We had hell lots of fun chatting at the foodcourt,Glad the aunties didn't chase us away even though we were eating outside food.We were discussing wad each of us will be when we grow up!Very funny.And also about the class pple!Details shan't be shared =) We chatted till janice n calvin skipped their tuition!Hahaha...the power of chatting!

Alright,there's math extra lesson starting at 7AM tml morning.Oh darn it....... have to wake up at duno wad donkey time.fcuk

heartheart

I've finally found some company to watch spiderman 3 =)

Had a nice chat with shibin ytd.We were talking about so many things...frm relationships to friendships,frm school environment to studies,from superficial to the realistic world,sharing many many fun stuffs we each experienced.Initially I was supposed to sleep at 8 plus pm,but all those chat ended up till 10.30pm.classic

So I hereby crown him as my "happy jelly bean"(bin)!Puns included!Hahaha...

Jinghan went thru some physics stuff with me.I feel really inferior and stupid =( Gravitational field chapter is really damn hard for me,but under him,it's just like a piece of cake!I think i really have a lot to catch up.He's a great tutor,that short one hour is very effective.Thanks smartie =)

I had a nice time shopping around with calvin at jp.Many hilarious events happened.Alot lar...he really can make me laugh!Nice person to chat with!

Today

Wed's a slacky day =)

Oops,i think i forgot to blog something tt happened ytd until i saw the receipt today.Ytd calvin,ian n glenn was crazy enough tt they wanted to eat some delivery food(too sian of school food)So we ordered canadian pizza

it was fantastic,a long time since i ate pizzas.

Today's a slacky day,and it's a fun day too.Math lecture was sososo damn boring.

After tt was break!It was damn fun.The 5 of us played alot of orientation games in the classroom,like deprived childhood kiddies like tt.I taught them the "go back jump go jump bu" game i learnt in band nyaa during sec 3.Omg...the bunch of them sux!Can't even reach 30.And they keep saying nxt instead of go.Damn hilarious.N I introed them the nu nian game i learnt frm jj orientation.Hahaha...i do know many of such bonding games k,where everyone sits on the floor and play and make a whole lot of noise!After tt we played donkey and fishing.Funfunfun!

Went for cca.I can't believe it.I won this 3 supposedly pro china guys!They are taking part in the chinese chess competition,and I won all 3 of them!Lolx...But im not joining...lol....how ironic.Not bad,i won one of them by using my soldiers,one of them by just using a pao.Damn lucky win for me.HAhahahaha...

After cca,I went to watch the rugby match of acjc against jjc.I think acjc did quite well,adrenalin rushing thru my body!At that instantaneous point of time,ACJC was attacking jjc like mad.But I didn't stay back to watch,not tt exciting,no pt staying back.

I nid help in vectors?Any smarties?

JC life

I feel so nerd these days,that even my classmates are calling me a freak.Studying is freaking boring,especially if u can't do simple qns.Argh....can't even start.But the school's been doing quite a fair bit to encourage us to study more!

The opening of the hub!
Tan LiFeng and some alumni seniors are coming back to coach us!(those with 3 aces one leh...)
The dear teachers of coz!

Oh...and have i said this b4?!?My new math teacher resembles eugene lek!In terms of styling of hair,looks,the way they stand,the way they speak!Hahahaha....But he's damn good,HOD of math,wad do u expect.He's very high class type also,like eugene lek!Levi's specs,some 5 figure watch and damn exp clothes.Looking at him teach is like looking at eugene lek teach math!N tt's so wrong...lolx!At least I feel motivated to get my A for Math now!

I haven't been studying much during weekdays,and i duno y.I just dun feel like it.I will just read my notes I guess and scan thru,and chiong during weekends.

My school started late today,so I saw nigel jansen james at the boon lay mrt.We went to school together,as in he dropped at dover n i dropped at buona.He's like so beng now lar!!!Hahahah...hair all over the place,pierce ear!Typical beng eh!jkjk...But he was so tired,just like me!So sleepy =O yawnx!

I hope my study plan works.Sat study with cheryl oo,and occasionally with joy(coz she always pon!)And sunday study with mr loy at ngee ann!Hopefully it works.

something happy

I just gathered news tt sajc has 0.8% A 4.5% B, and the rest are straight Cs n Ds.

That's something to be comforting about,to be in the same boat as the Saints!At least Im not tt bad frm my rival school.I think the pw exam board really hates sajc.lolx

Had a chat with my saint friend.He told me how sucky sajc is now.Like half the cohort failed block test and how their a lvl standard was on par with tpjc.I didn't know it was tt bad now.A major change eh?

pw...

I just literally lost 10 percent of my a levels due to pw.I got the sucky grade,and that makes me at the bottom of the cohort.I wasn't that affected with it,still fine with it.Just mug like shit and get the most Aces I can possibly get for my core subjects to make it up =)

So yesterday's the day that I went forward to carrying out my mugging session.Went early in the morning for math remedial,and after tt I consulted my teacher for some qns and concepts i didn't understand.I've yet to understand vectors!Argh......

After that I studied with miss cheryl oo first.It was quite productive.I managed to clear amines,amides,amino acids,acid-base titration,ionic equilibrium,buffer =) But I gave up while looking at proteins at that moment.Not good to cram everything inside ur brains,you know!

Joy came,and studying for her wasn't tt productive for her.She can't keep to her timetable.lolx....And she kept asking me about my worst topic,electric field.But at least I managed to solve one of the VJC qn HC qn =) But tt took me quite long.It was quite hilarious to know tt Joy couldn't understand about the dependable and independable variable theory of formulas,while cheryl could even though she wasn't a physics student!Hahahaha.......

After studying,it's time to reward ourselves =) Maggi mee at cheryl's house just tastes so good.With cheese,ahhhh....heavenly =)

A day of studying makes me satisfied =)

Happy pills

My Happy Pills =)))

All these keep me from feeling bored. In times of fatigue due to school, these are my energetic and adrenaline gadgets that keep me going. Most importantly, in times of unhappiness, these are my happy pills.

Yeah,give credit to all my beautiful gadgets!Oops...tt psp is not mine.bin loaned to me with the charger =) Means I have the liberty to return when I want.Hahaha...thanks pal =)

Im getting so addicted to Burnout and tt drum game!Calvin tried to beat me in tt drum game,but of coz cannot make it =) But he crashed 22 cars in burnout.Pro sia.Today's a super great day,finally I had a decent conversation with someone this year in this jc class.I just poured all that I felt about this year to Calvin in KFC.Interesting talks about life,class,school and people.Classic.

I got back my report card.not tt good,CA stand such a large percentage tt it pulled down some of my grades,but pulled up the rest.

Chinese => B(A lvl)
Econs => B
Chemistry => C
Math => D
Physics => D
GP => E

Kinda formed a nice pattern.hahaha...

FSB got silver.Im glad =) Anyway,the judging is strict, strict that only a handful bands got gold. Currently out of 100 plus bands,only 2 got gold with honours.Good bands are getting silvers,(not fairfield...mind you)tt's so tragical.

There has been rumours that the long awaited PW results are gonna be out tml.IF it really do come out,good luck to every J2s this year =) Source of info was frm bin, duno whether true a nt,but shld be lar...he's trustworthy you know...hAhAhA... =X

Band

Today's the boring boring and long and whiny tuesday.I seriously hate tuesday...school ends so late and there's stupid toturing pe.ARgh....................

tml is fsb's syf!Hahaha....gd luck to them.I hope they dun get too high,just a silver will do =) Shibin called me to meet to go back to see the band,but I had pe =X So no chance to even see wad standard they are at.Selene miraculously helped me find this syf list.

http://sgbandfusion.com/syf/results.htm

Im very happy to know that orchid park dropped frm gold with honours to silver =) There's only a few gold given till now.Even victoria got silver only.This is scary.

I hope to pon school on Friday to watch the jc syf competition.Anyone wanna pon with me?Looks at zl =)

On the way home,something terrible happened in the mrt today...or maybe i shall rephrase it...2 things instead of something.A woman fainted suddenly n collaspe in the train at chinese garden,I just heard a POMP sound and there she is on the floor.And seconds after,a boy's hand was stuck in btwn the doors when the train's door was closed.I could hear him screaming for help.Luckily the train didn't move.Ok...the mrt is real freaky today.errr.

FSB jiayous!!!Hope to hear something "good" from u guys tml =)

Phys

I have just sent testimonals to most of my sec 4 classmates in friendster.Can't believe i was tt insane to do it.

I think I nid a physic genius to help me with electromagnetism.The qns in the tutorial are killing me.

moving house

As i was sleeping today,my dad had to be the villian to wake me up!I had hardly have any sleep as I slept only at 3am while chatting and watching some channel 5 midnight movie.

I had to help shift some furniture that ny uncle left back in redhill back to my house.My dad's friend is damn nice,offered to help us by driving his lorry over.There wasn't any space in front,so I took the back.It was damn fun to be there,coz it's windy and I can see everything,not like being confined in an enclosed area like in the car.Went past many many places b4 reaching redhill.The sperbowl near zl,NUH,dover,queensway,alexandra hos, and finally redhill.Went to some cafe at Dawson Shopping Centre in Queenstown.Nice coffee they have there.Go try it someday.

The daughter of my dad's friend isisis damndamndamn cutecutecute!!!!So we started shifting all those damn furniture.IT was help heavy...Loaded them to the lorry was hard work!!!My mum went straight there to help out too.

So my house now have a new wardrode.yeah!!!Ok...time to sleep,tbere's school tml...zzz

truffes

Stupid bin got a new hp!So his new no. is 98563571.Trying hard to memorise his number.

shibin. ladies, soldiers... my hp no. is now 98563571 says:
easy to rmb
shibin. ladies, soldiers... my hp no. is now 98563571 says:
one square
shibin. ladies, soldiers... my hp no. is now 98563571 says:
then diagonal

So tt's the way to remember it =)

And he's gonna lend me his chiat chiat(tt's how he describes his psp)psp!HAhhaas...i am gonna train to thrash eugene lek in naruto.Stupid lek lek.

My mum's coming back home tml,im sure she had a great holiday.The past few days' been empty without her!Finally =)

regrets

Have been busy the whole day with school work.Filing that stupid gp file...Dun think it's that easy ok.I had to excavate my massive pile of newspaper and rumpled those that are of no use.Then i had to sort them out in that 8 diferent categories.I have to cut 35 articles,one by one with the baby scissors.My thumbs so pain after holding tt baby pair of scissors because the hole is so tiny winy,compared to my gigantic thumb.Consecquently,I had to glued those articles on those A4 size papers,and dry them.Write the content page and put in the dividers.Tada!Finally finished my magnificient file.

Next on my list to be completed was chemistry tys.It was managable at least.Im glad I spent a couple of weeks to memorise and familarise myself with organic chem and understand how each bloody reagent work.

Physics Spa skill A...The most tedious preparations imperative to score well as compared to other spas.Planning the bloody experiement of oscillating...wad a waste of time.ARgh...I think it's meaningless...

Sometimes,I wonder wth I am doing while finishing those tutorials and studying for organic chem.Argh...To aim for the Aces,to do well for A levels.Maybe poly was an easier route,eh?If I didn't do well enough to go acjc for o levels,I guess I wun want to go to other jcs(even though i was in jjc during first 3 mths) and further my education route with accounting or banking in a polytechnic.Classic example is Joel Loke!He's so successful in poly now!Scholarships and being so well-recognised.I kinda envy him and mesy.(er...she's always the one I look up to...lolx)They are such successful poly cases.Im quite sure I will be able to go uni if i went to a poly,but my parents were kinda against it and I didn't want my pts to be wasted.Ahhh...that's the past...the good thing is im in acjc,so I dun have anything to be grumpy about.Just lead a meaningless life for this last year and I will be free.8 more mths.Yesh...It's drawing near.

outing

It's now 1.20am.Just reached home,so damn tired.

"Jesus, Take The Wheel" by Carrie Underwood is awesome.Go listen to it if you have the time to spare =)))

Not forgetting Whenever you remember.

Kinda think that Carrie Underwood resembles Christina Aguilera.

Thank Calvin,now I will cut short some ferro rochers you owe me.I will continue sending u nice chinese songs,and u send me nice english songs,k!HAhahaha

Took the personality quiz.

Your type is known as the supervisor, as you are not hesitant to give your stamp of approval on others - or tell them how they are lacking if they are. You are surprised when others don't seem grateful that you have set them straight. Your type also belongs to the larger group called guardians. Experience is what matters to you, not experimentation or conjecture. You often take a lead role in the many groups and organizations you belong to. You worry a great deal about society falling apart, morality degrading, and what the world is coming to. You share your personality type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you communicate very clearly your strong opinions so your partner always knows where they stand. You are dependable, responsible, and rock solid. You can be rather infexible about giving up any control and insist on keeping a schedule, although you have great energy and enthusiam for planned adventures. You have difficulty seeing other's points of view and your biggest downfall in a relationship is dismissing your partner's feelings as illogical. You feel most appreciated for being trustworthy, efficient, and productive. You wish to be thanked tangibly for the ways you keep your lives on track.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ESTJ

It's kinda true lar.not bad.

Tml's gonna be a "filing gp file" day,better sleep now=)

Today

Organising an outing tml.I feel quite bad when daniel ng said i ps them during tt last minute movie outing!So...here's tt outing to make up for it,at the same time,i am yearning for bowling!

Speaking of bowling...I realised I haven't do so many things this year.I haven't been to the movie(believe it or nt...)I haven't bowled,I haven't been to the beach,I haven't went cycling yet(supposed to have one...but always cancelled by my classmates.lolx)So that's how boring my life is.

On the lighter note,I've been to kbox twice! =)))

A bizarre and irritaiting incident happened today.

Studed at KAP.We were studying so peacefully when suddenly a BIG gang of National JC(those in tt ugly grey uniform =X) came in and made a hell lot of noise.After an hour or so,a bunch of Hwachong(a repetition of NJC's uniform,just tt it's in dark brown,also damn ugly uniform)came.We were feeling so intimidated,regardless of size and quality(they are the top asses$%$@#)I was wondering where RJC and VJC was.HAhaha...So we just continued our studying with a group of NJC students studying nxt to our table.

What is most infuriating is this...

I was asking my friend to explain SHM cum forces Qn to me.Den when i made a stupid guess tt pgv is pressure instead of weight,the njc guy nxt to me laughed so loudly...N he was gossiping to his other friend about it.The worst thing is that his gossiping is like CHITCHATTING...he was looking down on acjc just becoz of my stupid mistake.That really made all of us furious.I mean like everyone makes mistakes,dun laugh at pple lar...zzz

So we decided to tolerate and try to find some mistakes he will make later.We know tt they are such elite schools tt they will never make any mistake in their core science subjects,so we focused on their speaking.And sure enough,our waiting paid off.He pronounced the simple word "time" as "THUMB",the worst part is he didn't even know his mistake until we emphasise it.That really got the whole pack of us laughing...Okok,at least we had our revenge back and we could see how embarrassed and pissed-off he was.To avoid anymore conflicts,we left early,laughing at his silly mistake on the way.

This is really a funny and interesting incident.The elite schools aren't that elite afterall =)

Bore

I dread going to school these days.My class is so terrible.Im starting to realise how irritating and superficial my classmates are.Well,it's really nothing as compared to 4C.I miss my sec4 class lots.Wad to do...Jc's just a stepping stone and I will get over this class in a few months time.Some of them are really nice,but i guess it's hard to forge any close bonds with the pple there.I will be happy just to get my Aces,forget about those true friendships being forged in this class,coz i roughly know how each of my classmates is like.

School's being real tiring.Im tt tired,though there is not much work.I guess it's the pple u are with that defines whether ur day is great or not.i really miss sec 4.Time seems to pass fast.Not like here,whereby chatting with them are just the same old few topics.You can't go over the line,there are restrictions.Why?Simply because they are higher class n higher standard pple in acjc,you can't discuss anything that is too horny(not tt im one),you can't go too overbroad in your jokes(tt incident is seriously retarded,so stupid).Can't they just laugh the jokes off?Im so like a different kltc,putting an act.

I like something tt shibin blogged.

And like the flower, you live so long under that mask, that you begin to lose your core self. you neglect it so much, your inner core begin to wilt, and soon enough, you will turn into that mask of yours. every passing minute, your life becomes one big stage, and you act your life away, unknowningly.

I hope im not tt flower,coz i still want to keep my old character and self,I dun want tt happy go lucky kltc to fade away.

Pls strengthen me,time pls turn ur hands round faster.